Why I am a conservative, who cannot be a Republican
Why I am a conservative, who cannot be a Republican
This will be a long post. Sorry. People often ask me about
my personal politics. My standard response is that I am not really political. I
say that I know enough to know that my opinions don't matter. That is technically
true. But, there is a deeper reason. I have no political home.
I consider myself to be a conservative. That word can have a
lot of meanings, so allow me to clarify.
First, for me, a conservative means one who respects
institutions. To respect institutions means to place faith in a broader body of
people rather than one individual. One can point to a long (world) history of
individuals leading people astray. Institutions can do this as well. But, it
often takes more work for an institution to screw up than an individual.
Institutions have, by nature, a status quo bias. For me this
is generally a good thing. One of the things I find beautiful (and frustrating)
about our Congress is its status quo bias. One has to work very hard and get a
lot of people on board to make a change. There is something to be said for
needing many voices in agreement to change the status quo.
Second, I respect tradition. This builds off the concept of
institutions. Tradition means that history is important. Institutions, when
running well, respect tradition. The idea that we can learn from mistakes and
build on them is appealing to me.
Finally, I live my life in a conservative way. We expect a
lot of our kids. We do not curse, and don't allow Samantha to even say the word
gosh. There are times where I think I am too conservative on stuff like that. I
do not drink, smoke, and I live my life in a generally conservative way. But,
that is my choice to do so.
An important caveat here is that I do not place
individualism in my definition of conservatism. Allow me to explain. As I will
write below, my faith defines a lot my views. In the Christian worldview,
individuals are fallen. Institutions can be too. Individuals are selfish by
nature (I make that point when my students read Federalist 10 and 51 too). We
are myopic and want what is good for us. For these reasons, individualism is
not inherently part of my political philosophy. I do not think individualism
itself is a good thing. I do not think it often leads to good things. I think
it leads to many people doing things that are only good for themselves with no
sense of purpose or concern for the collective. If I were forced to pick a
binary between individualism and collectivism, I side with collectivism. (http://www.theamericanconservative.com/dreher/individualism-and-conservatism/
)
Because my core views of conservatism are tradition and
institutions above individualism, I also value compromise. Compromise is an
important part of the political process. It is an important part of marriage,
and parenting. One must know what are the fundamental things they will not
compromise. But, they must also be willing to sit at a table and discuss.
Because I am myopic, I do not understand the life lived by others. I cannot
understand what they have gone through. So, for me to value compromise also
means to value humility. To treat every issue as paramount and generally being
unwilling to compromise makes it hard for institutions to work. Any
institution. Check out church history. Or, American history. My general view is
that institutions fail when the individuals in an institution fail to compromise
and see the picture is bigger than them.
So, I am a conservative under the above definition. I should
be a Republican. They are the party who claims to be conservative. They are the
party claiming to represent Christians. They are the party that will generally
provide me with the most money. But, I have become increasingly unlikely to
vote for Republicans. I cannot bring myself to vote for what I see as against
my values of conservatism.
I am a white, Christian, straight, male, and well educated.
I am white. I know that surprises you. Okay, moving on from
the bad joke. Being white means I don't have to worry about a lot of things
that friends of mine do. A few rather silly examples. And, these are just some examples. I could (and people have)
write a book on how non-whites are treated differently than whites. My daughter
has decided that she likes a boy in her school. This boy happens to be African
American. She mentions every now and then that it doesn't matter what color
skin he has. Partly, because we have made it clear that all that matters for
any person is their heart and whether they are respectful of others. It is also
because some kids told her she shouldn't have a six-year old crush on him
because of his skin color. Yes. It has already started for her.
Moving to more serious things, I have friends who get pulled
over because they aren't white. I have friends who are concerned when they get
pulled over that a cop will be trigger happy. These are things I don't have to
worry about. Plain and simple. I don't know what it is like to worry about
whether or not the police are friendly. I don't have to worry about how my
name, or voice, or skin color (check out research on the first two) will impact
my chance of getting a job. So, I can't really tell people there isn't a
problem with race in America. My experience is different because I am white. I
should be willing to listen. If I find there are problems, I should be willing
to work to change institutions because our traditions are bad.
I am a Christian. We attend church weekly. I read my Bible
daily. We train our children in the Christian tradition. A few points here. The
Bible I read makes it pretty clear that I should be extremely careful judging
others. I have the right to judge those inside the Church, but not outside (see
James 4, Matthew 7, Romans 14, 1 Corinthians 5, Luke 6, and Romans 2 for a few
examples).
A little more about this (after some thought and a good
comment from a friend). I realize here I am judging Republicans. I realize I am
opening myself to scrutiny. By speaking about politics and critiquing the policies
of others, I am making myself open for the same criticism (see James 4 and
Matthew 7 for that). My own political views are myopic. I could write a whole
other post about my issues with Democrats.
But, most people who share my worldview are not Democrats. I am more frustrated by a
group of people that I should agree with
using rhetoric that should appeal to
me. I should be a Republican. But, I
see a group of people using the same rhetoric and appealing to the same values,
but not living up to them. That is why I feel most compelled to write this
about Republicans. Also, for what it’s worth I believe there is plenty of support
for challenging those who feel comfortable being Republicans to think deeply
about whether the party lives up to the values you think it does.
So, those who profess Christianity have a worldview to
uphold, but part of that is being careful who we judge. We should be especially
understanding of our own sin nature. We should also understand how selfish we
can be. Are we making political decisions because it is right? Because it is
moral? Because it takes care of the least of these? (Note here, the reference
to Matthew 25, although there are different interpretations to present here: http://www.christianitytoday.com/ct/2015/march-web-only/what-you-probably-dont-know-about-least-of-these.html?start=1
) Are we judging those in our faith tradition that are called to live a certain
way, or are we judging those who don’t share our worldview?
One more caveat before I return…Part of the reason why we
went into foster care is because of this. I know that politics and my voice
will never be enough to take care of the least of these (something I feel
called to). We believe very much that fostering allows us do a small good on a
small level for the “least of these”. We can’t change economic policy. We can’t
change education policy. We can’t make the world right. But, we can help one
kid. We can help in a small way, and most of the time that is all we can do. It
is better than sitting on my hands and saying let others do it.
Point two: Christianity is (still) the majority religion in
America. More people identify as not religious than ever before, but most
people still claim to be Christian. The institutions and traditions of our
culture are built on (at least) judeo-Christian views (thanks Will Herberg
1955). Because I am in the majority faith I have many advantages. One, no one
looks at me weird for my faith tradition. Two, anytime someone does something
stupid in the name of my religion I am not expected to denounce it (see Dylan
Roof). Three, I don't have to explain myself or deal with religious threats. I
can practice how I want. No one bothers me regarding my faith. Because of this,
I should listen to the experiences of those in minority faiths (https://twitter.com/sikhprof?lang=en).
I don't have to agree with them on everything. But, I do need to listen.
I am straight. I don't know what it is like to have my
attractions deemed horrendous. Note here, for my socially conservative friends,
I am not going to wade into the conversation about being LGBT. My views are
pretty nuanced and complex. But, we do know that LGBT children have much higher
rates of depression and suicide than other children. We know it is harder for
LGBT individuals to succeed in society. I don't know what it is like to feel
like I have to live a lie in order to fit in. I don't know what it is like to
hear that I am not wanted and know that I can be fired in many states (and
maybe federal government now) for my sexual orientation. I need to listen.
I am a man. I don't have to prove my worth because of my
gender. I am not worried about sexual violence being done to me. I didn't think
about if enough people in my chosen career would respect me. Even as a
professor, men receive higher teaching evaluations than women. Samantha often
asks, "Can girls do that?" I don't have to ask that. It's ridiculous.
I am well educated. Because of this I have a job that pays
me well enough to live a comfortable life. Most importantly (sadly enough), I
have a job that provides good health insurance. More than 70% of Americans have
less than $1000 in savings. I don't have to worry about what happens if my
daughter gets sick. I don't have to worry about spending $10,000 a year on
medical costs before insurance kicks in. I am extraordinarily lucky.
I come from a family that taught me not to make stupid
decisions. I was trained as a child to think about my actions and see beyond
today. Many people do not come from this situation. I think about our foster
child. Many people come from families where generations have made bad choices.
I don't know what is like to worry about how I will get food. I don't have to
worry about whether I will be clothed. I could go to school happy, and well
fed. I could learn. What about kids who weren't? I am lucky.
I have to admit that I am about as privileged as one can
get. Now, it took a lot of work to get my Ph.D. and secure a tenure track job.
But, I am lucky. I said above that I like the status quo. Unfortunately, the
status quo often perpetuates bad things for those not in power. I was born into
a good situation. Many are not.
If I respect institutions and traditions, but value
humility, I must understand how lucky I am. I should also seek to change
traditions and institutions that harm others. I cannot simply be happy being a
winner.
So, why I am a conservative but not a Republican? Note here,
I am not calling myself a Democrat. I have voted Democrat, but don't think of
myself as one. Here is why.
I see a Republican Party that does not value institutions or
traditions. They complain about rules and procedures being used against them.
But, when they have power, they abuse them even worse. So, let's talk about
Congress. Republicans in the Senate complained about Harry Reid using the
Nuclear Option regarding judicial appointments. Reid did this after several
years of Republican obstructionism under Obama. Further, Reid only did this for
vacancies of more than a year. There was the largest set of vacancies ever recorded
on the federal bench because of Republican opposition to Obama appointments.
Now that they control government, what are they doing? Using the nuclear option
for every judicial appointment. They don't respect institutions, only power. *This
is only one example among many I could pick to discuss a lack of respect for
institutions. This is just a simple one.
I see a Republican Party that does not value humility. The
standard bearer for the GOP is the president. Whether you like it or not.
President Trump has proven, over a lifetime, to value little less than he
values humility. Everything he does is about himself. Telling boy scouts we
need more loyalty. Trying to push out an Attorney General who is probably more
campaign Trump than Trump is himself. There is no humility in President Trump.
There is little humility in the mantra that all it takes is
hard work. Yes, hard work is important to success in life. But, talk to my
friend with severe medical conditions about hard work. He spends an
astronomical amount of money every year on health care, and is lucky to have a
job where he can work from home. But, for many, that does not work. The notion
that those on medicaid are lazy lacks humility. The idea that people in poverty
don't want to be out of poverty lacks humility. It shows a lack of ability to
understand what people's lives are like. (https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/wonk/wp/2014/11/23/what-happens-when-your-pregnant-sister-in-law-is-paralyzed-in-an-accident-and-has-no-insurance/?utm_term=.85c335352fe4)
I see a Republican Party that does not value human dignity.
They use phrases like life a lot. But, they do not value the intrinsic worth of
all humans. It treats my (white, Christian, male, straight) life as more
valuable than other lives. It does not get up in arms when we see clear
evidence of African Americans being shot at higher rates by police officers. It
does not demand better treatment of religious minorities here (or around the
world) unless they are Christians. It does not value the experiences of LGBT
individuals.
I see a Republican Party that does not value compromise. The
secret that is not a secret among political scientists....Republicans can't
compromise. Congressional Democrats have gotten no more liberal over the last
50 years. Congressional Republicans have gotten significantly more
conservative. It is not a question up for debate. The data are clear.
Republicans are increasingly unlikely to compromise. http://rpubs.com/ianrmcdonald/293069
Allow me just one example. President Obama tried to get
Republicans on board with ACA in 2009. He even had Republicans voting for the
bill in the summer of 2009. But, Republican leadership (taking a page out of
Newt Gingrich's playbook) told all members to vote against all versions of the
bill. The reason? It is politically better to make it look like this bill is
partisan and didn't include you. Now, Republicans haven't even asked Democrats
to be involved in the repeal and replacement of ACA. Mitch McConnell even
warned that he may have to work with Democrats if all else fails. http://abcnews.go.com/Politics/top-senate-republican-mitch-mcconnell-warns-bipartisanship-health/story?id=48336713
I see a Republican Party that is against intellectualism. I
don’t want to imply that being an academic is the only viable alternative to
life. I have high respect for my friends who intuitively know how to do things
with their hands. For me, it takes many times of watching the youtube video to
get it. But, we also see many Republicans mocking those who have spent years studying
something and learning as much as possible. I won’t apologize for 7 years of
graduate work on religion, and American politics. If that makes me a worthless
egghead, then so be it.
But, just as is the case among many Evangelicals (see Mark
Noll’s Scandal of the Evangelical Mind), I
hear many Republicans mocking science. I hear many Republicans openly questioning
what can be done through knowledge, reading, and understanding. I am more
judged by Evangelical Republicans than I am by my academic friends. An interesting
argument in the political parties literature is that rank and file Republicans
are ideological (not all that interested in practical policy), while Democrats
are group identity focused (https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/monkey-cage/wp/2016/09/08/how-different-are-the-democratic-and-republican-parties-too-different-to-compare/?utm_term=.cae1a3a49612).
In short, I am trying to say that I see an approach among many Republicans that
delegitimizes truth and intellectual rigor for fear and short-term approaches
(see your current president and his campaign).
I see a Republican Party that claims Christianity, but does
not live it. They use a lot of religious rhetoric. They also use the word
conservative a lot. But, they don't live these views. So, I am left with a
choice? Vote for a party that says it supports my views, but doesn't really.
Or, vote for a party that does not claim to support my views (conservative) but
is more likely to compromise and treat people with dignity?
I have lost several "friends" because I do not buy
into the Republican rhetoric. Some of them have been pastors or prayed for my
soul “because I voted for the wrong person”. I don’t think my salvation depends
upon who I vote for. If I did…I wouldn’t vote. While I would love to spend more
time discussing my view of church-state relations, that is for another post. I
firmly believe in compromise. I firmly believe in humility. I firmly believe we
should treat all people with dignity. And, while I think of myself as a
conservative, the 'conservative' party does none of those things. So, I am a
conservative, but not a Republican.
Finally, if you are still reading this. I am sorry. I could
have probably written this a lot better. I could have also done better at
making my case. Please hear the most important part of this post: I don’t care what your politics are. I want
you to be able to think clearly and articulate your views. Decide what your
fundamental values are, and expect them. Expect candidates to live up to them
and don’t be happy when you compromise.
I held my nose as I voted for Hillary Clinton because I
believed she would have been a better president than Trump. I also was worried
about a unified Republican government (turns out I didn’t need to be too
worried about that). I do not think our current politics reflects what I want
out of politics. But, we should still use our voice. I don’t think we should be
complicit or happy in voting for candidates that go against our values. I voted
for John Kasich in the primaries…and would have happily voted for him in the
general. Allow this to be an invitation to think about your fundamental political
values. Allow this to be an invitation for discussion. Finally, if you want
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